Supposed to keep thought records. I like having something to do. Makes me feel useful, or at least like I'm actively participating in my own reconstruction.
How have I been thinking this week. This week things have made me laugh. A woman matched with me on bumble. I wasn't actively looking but I must've swiped her a while ago. She was cute, fun to talk to, and had a great rack.
So I pursued. I know its wrong. But it kept me busy while the wife was ill. For like the 900th time this month. Anyway, she found out I've got 2 little kids and she was gone. Poof.
I found that hilarious. I'm learning all sorts of fun stuff. Like women are just as shallow and selfish as dudes. Okay, it stung a bit, but it was also funny. Not to mention if I took seriously all the times I've been stung I wouldn't be doing much but whining.
Okay, other than that I'm dealing with her illness. Stomach problem, only real symptom is pain and a lot of sleep. So as far as I can tell there's no real advantage to her and that being the case she must be telling the truth. (How's that for some paranoia)
And, the big one just threw up all over the place. So that's dominating my thoughts now. So this is done. LOL
